nakhoda

THANK YOU, everyone :hug::rose::glomp::tighthug::blowkiss: for the recent :+fav::airborne::party::blush:

I feel like I am falling; I'm falling out of love yet I'm falling in love; I woke up one day to find my home in ruins for I have fallen asleep while waiting for my beloved but he never did come back; I fell asleep and woke up to an empty house; and its an empty, hollow shell that no longer feels like home; I have grown roots that reach into my grave so deep, I cannot pull them out without tearing myself limb from limb; And my wings were torn to shreds so I cannot fly away; Then one night my beloved came back only to find me turned to stone under the moonlit night; I wish I could reach inside to find my heart still beating for him but t

For not thanking you who have been kind with your support; for :+fav: my work and for not visiting as much as I used to. I am standing at a crossroad and the wolves are at nipping at my ankles. The Devil stalks me in my sleep calling my name in such soft whispers, I would sell my soul to him in a heartbeat knowing I am damned, yet I do not care... I do not care that the walls are crumbling around me and the floor is giving way; I do not care that the tower I have built is falling apart brick by brick... I just want to follow the Devil into the deep blue sea and see what he wants to show me there... Not a suicide note; like St John of the C